Is that what you think of me? Is that what you define me as? Don’t you remember all those years of suppression and what you put me through? Maybe you should look at yourself first. I’m just starting to break free and get away from all of it. Those years are behind me, yet you keep dragging me back step by step. You want me to be happy and free? Cut the rope and stop bringing up the past again and again. You know how much I was suffering, you know how much you’ve suffered in the past, why would you put me through the same thing? I forgive you over and over again and you bring it up over and over again and I can’t forget the amount of pain and heartbreak you’ve put me through. I hope I can completely forgive you some day, I honestly do, but you’re making it harder to do day by day. I hope you can open up your mind and learn to see the world from a different prospective like I have. I’ve realised that there’s more to every story, people aren’t just like that and we can’t judge them in an instant. Everyone has a past, we do too. You think you know me inside out but you have no idea. You’ve seen a part of what I really am and you can’t accept me for who I am. It hurts….a lot. I wish you could understand me but you never will if you carry on being so narrow minded. I want to be happy and at peace with you, but how can I if I can’t be myself around you? If I have to put on an act every day? This isn’t who I am. There’s nothing wrong with being yourself. I don’t understand how you can’t see that. You judge others all the time and you say you’re not proud but we should really look at ourselves first. You’ve learnt to cover up your past well, I don’t want to because it makes me who I am and I know the past is the past and I’m not going back there ever. I hope you can also forgive me someday, I don’t mean to upset you, it hurts me when I hurt you. You are my everything and sometimes I get scared about what I would do if you weren’t in my life. I wouldn’t be who I am without you. I really hope you can set me free and let me be happy someday. I hope you can see the truth behind the matter and accept me for who I am. It still hurts me that you can’t accept me. I will always support you no matter what, but I won’t give up trying to make you understand.